that conv i've been long-ed for

 hi everyone , so as you can see this would be my first writing and i did not even manage my account yet because i would not want the mood to disappear. well honestly i do not have any particular topic to talk about however if you managed to read up to this point you are legit not doing anything important at the moment right? so let's just sit here for a while, spend just a bit of your time to virtually accompany me through this written conversation i will be having with you. 

mate, do you ever feel like you have done enough but things are not going into your way? like you put everything is there for something but you never get something in return anyways? bet you had experienced this. well here is the thing, you are not alone. people that acknowledge their weaknesses are people that are going to go through it anyways. when you know the point where you starts to lose yourself, that is the exact moment you are already taken a big step ahead. lol, what do i mean by this?

i do not really understand how people struggle to improvise themselves but for people who constantly demotivated-like u and i-we need to figure out how and how. we always think. we always try to find solution. we never give up but actually, indeed, deep inside, we are exhausted. all the mind work drained our energy and all that is left just tiredness. all you want to do is running away. just to escape from the hard life isnt it?

run away obviously is a way. it is a way to remove all the burdens you have. but have u ever thought how will it goes if you smash the problems instead? realities may be hurtful and so is fantasies. when you are stucked in between, you are prolly going to choose the beautiful scenarios that you have in your mind but again, its not real. wake up. we need to go through this. get your pen, get your book, get your spirit lifted, all these, bring it along with you. keep fighting to the end of journey. though you'll stumble and hesitate at most times like the first 2 paragraph you have just read, please do know you are going to make it to the end.

you are enough.